I remember day 'cause I was excited No school, I'd raking my father's field Wearing this stupid dress Rocking out, raking it up, sort of sweating, good
I was on the grass making big angels I was kinda itchy in the grass Laying in the sun, kinda liking the way it I must have fallen asleep
I don't know what woke me up All I can remember seeing were these eyes Staring over me, on top of me This older boy, out of my 'Cause I was no cheerleader, I was the queen
I could his eyelashes on my face and they were tickling me Maybe that's what me up, I was shocked That sun was so hot and he was so And I know what it was but it felt kinda good
Just the way his fingers ran through my hair, raking it up I'd never had touch me like that before except for my mother I knew was something wrong but I don't know I kinda liked it It was of like, wow, like amazing
And he just whispering, "You're so beautiful God, you're beautiful", just this voice tickling me Then I got kinda and I got really embarrassed I felt myself getting really hot, sort of blushing,
I tried to get up but he started to And he was sort of pulling me down, pinning me in to the He's not playing a game, I hear this and it's me And I started to my clothes rip
And I got scared, really and in a way I hoped to God no one would us 'cause I was so embarrassed I became silent, this is wrong all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault
His hand over my mouth, why I'm not screaming I didn't say anything, I feel anything, I just drifted away I just floated, that sharp pain And then he's with me
I didn't tell tell anyone