1] Tears rolling down my face Simple it being Father's Day My was confiscated More confrontations, patience I'm aggravated, Hate to say this, I ain't a father lately And I feel like I a screw up But then everybody needs to up Self observation, made, I'm tryna find some confirmation Damn, how the fuck did I get though? My own pops wasn't to see his kids grow And I be if I follow where his foots go My baby mom took my kids a year ago I can't lie, shit is hard, she get it though Every day the kids asking where their go Shit, praying for a better way I visualise good when I meditate To be on my own on this Father's Day Tears still down my face To God I To each his own, I condone I compensate, the relates And freeze the of my mistakes I smoke and drink, I I start to think, I my baby mama But that ain't true, but that ain't Wear my shoes, I bet you fit in 'em if you tried to I'm sick of lies, I'm tired of what I'm going It all starts with your not knowing you Am I too much time in this vocal booth? Am I spending too much time my new boo? Or do you do it for fam or the new coupe? Holidays of change ain't I'm used to I was tryna from doing court moves Never, ever a fan of doing court Too regrets, it's all in my head It's really not true cause all that I do was for my kids, on edge, I'm praying for help It's Father's Day and I'm feeling like I hate I hate this fame and sometimes, I hate this But it's gon' change, yeah yeah, this shit change
Happy Day it had to be this way Happy Day I hate it had to be way My heart beats way That why my beats this way I it had to be this way
2] As the tears down my eyes One day, wonder if my girl it's kinda weaker to cry Baby mom threats, tryna seek and divide Add up too, rude cause I'm happy inside Met a queen, Lord knows he give me a sign Who grab my hand? Who gon' wipe my tears? She gon' pat me on the back like it's alright, my Still wishing every day I had my grandma But hey, that's the way life is though We all living just to die, the way script goes Shit, no answers, screaming cancer Staring at the of my son, he so handsome First born, my baby girl, so special FaceTime to see 'em smile and say I 'em Father's Day alone, I had to suffer Still counting blessings cause they ain't had to struggle,
Happy Day it had to be this way Happy Day I it had to be this way My beats this way That why my heart beats way I hate it had to be way
3] See a nigga through Make a change I'm going through people never understand 'til it all hits the fan Should listened to 'em, warned you But that's life and we never get to it twice I understand not of us ever get it right But hopefully you kinda close before you see the The realest shit I ever wrote in my life Yeah, and to my son and my beautiful I'm sorry I wasn't better for you and your bad blood in between me and your mother We both did things back and forth to each I apologise, go and dry eyes There's gon' come a time it's all aligned, daddy's signing you them lullaby's Me and baby boy, up the high five And baby girl probably passing me the Not but on God's time Still wishing y'all was close cause I know the way that flies On day I was really in my feelings Roll another blunt I been trying not to feel it Tears down on the pad on what I've written Part of me just gotta forgive, my missing Cause I am nothing him I'm so unlike you, going through it them Shit, growing up in front of your eyes Far from the perfect we seeking to find There's a in the struggle when you growing inside All my insecurities just on a besides I'm alive, I'm And besides, shit, I'm
Happy Day it had to be this way Happy Day I it had to be this way My beats this way That why my heart beats way Love