Far from Here

And I wondered why you came for all this
After so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now

It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laugh out loud to drown it out
So I can breathe and feel the space surround me

And I wondered why you never doubted getting
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When it pulls you down and turns out over
(When it may)
Why are you always in a fight with me?

You will always end up here