Falling Into My Soul

I don't want to commit suicide in this place
But I would like to leave my body one day
Just to see the decay of the human race
And tears in your eyes which will not stay

Souls of black possess me
My heart is full of darkness
Hold my cold and stiff body
In a morbid embrace

This sad and wrong happiness
Had bought in my soul
Desolation and emptiness
Now my blood is so cold

I'm falling in this dream
Which will guide me forever
In my last astral sleep
In a deep and strange heaven

The eternal painless...