Extinguish

I'm going to begin
to burn down this house
that we built together
i will ignite
each room
one by one
My heart will not feed my flames
What led you
to this betrayal
of my feelings
you want to be so strong and hold
To your selfish convictions what about our commitment
How can i
fill this
gray spot, in my heart
I thank you
though i'm frighten
because i'm sinking deeper
you've lock the door
to my seclusion
my own cell
i hate everything, everyone, including myself
My heart will not feed my flames that i'veignited to erase
how can i
fill this
gray spot, in my heart
no clean break
no clean slate
just a dusty chalk board