Escapism (English)

I knew somewhere in my heart that something like happiness wouldn't continue
But these feelings of liking you won't change Goodbyeee forever to the fun days-aiaiai

From today, I'm alone I have to live without your smiling face
Thinking about all about those sad things I've put a question mark on the meaning of living

ah I wanted to be with you forever so don't leave me behind
ah Forever Wasn't there from the begining, was it
ah I'm getting scared I'm walking the answerless road single-mindedly
ah I really loved you

When has it become so easy to cry I want to laugh I want to laugh Next to you
I can't laugh anymore Painful Sad I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness Quietly Quietly I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over I want to disappear I want to die I want to go crazy

Being entrapped everyday by the sweet temptations, drugs, and women I thought it doesn't matter
With some girl I don't know that I met at a club I picked my drug and had ectasy sex

ah I name my beloved pet that I have only for tonight
ah Slutty bunny Shaking your hips up and down just like I thought you would
ah Enchant me With your rhymical dancing
ah my baby Tonight was a perfect tone

Those days that the two of us followed our whims
Were contrarily not a lie I told myself
I keep fighting Between the loneliness and the solitude
The weakling ran away from the reason

When has it become so easy to cry I want to laugh I want to laugh Next to you
I can't laugh anymore Painful Sad I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness Quietly Quietly I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over I want to disappear I want to die I want to go crazy
You said some everyday words to me again Thank you Thank you I love you
At that place that we met By myself Only me Will fall