Easier Than This

Under the bohdi tree, I saw you next to me
Closing your eyes and looking in
Clouds in the sky today, thoughts as we drift away
Free from our wounds and from our sin

Islands of loss turn around
And bring your feet to the ground
For the sun shines within you
And it burn where you stand all alone

Outside the temple gates something eternal waits
Endless, a soul misunderstood
Soldiers in time will fall down from the highest wall
Clinging for life, do what you could

Careless and bold do I find myself
I see so blind, so blind, so...

I can't dream of yesterday
And everything I see remembers who you were the day that you woke up to me
And I can't find the words to say
Shouldn't it be easier than this, so much easier than this for me

Under the falling rain I carry a broken chain
Poisoned and fighting for myself
Simple and mesmerized, my anger is exorcized
Slowly my heart is turned to coal

Careless and bold do I find myself
I see so blind, so blind, so blind

I can't dream of yesterday
And everything I see remembers who you were the day that you woke up to me
And I can't find the words to say
Shouldn't it be easier than this, so much easier than this for me

I can't say no, I can't give in
I can't let go of what I'm in
I don't know how it might be now
But it won't be all that you are from me

Falling inside for me
I can't believe in me

I can't dream of yesterday
And everything I see remembers who you were the day that you woke up to me
And I can't find the words to say
Shouldn't it be easier than this, so much easier than this for me