[feat. Mai
This one is dedicated to the Most people see things are there and ask why Dreamers, see things that there and ask why not I'm dreamin' you
1:] I knew a girl who on the surface was as solid as a rock Future full of promise and mind stronger than an ox Face of and a tongue was as honest as it got That wasn't what is was, problem bottom she was lost I couldn't see this sweet was full of secrets Full of demons pulled her deeper in this pool of leeches Confused by the news, I was bruised they told me It to the truth, was she consumed by the loneliness? She was a true queen, like Elizabeth Often caught her starin' into space a distant look Considerate but detached from others even when Now I'm searchin' for answers I'd never in a book Last I saw her, before the day she took her life I wish I her pain, I shoulda, coulda, woulda tried, But I it personally and turned to leave, And to day I'm still haunted by the words she screamed...
Sometimes I really really hate Sometimes I wish that I change myself I don't wanna give no more And sometimes I just don't wanna live no Sometimes I don't know to go for help I don't really know myself Sometimes I wish I could fly away And find away to a day
2:] They say that is a question and death is the answer But Niko lost his brother and lost his father God bless your souls please know that I love you They say time heals but the pain still go I've seen my die and seen my mother cry Seen the wind in the flutter of a butterfly Seen people get sectioned for life, I and wonder A small of fate, that could've been my brother 25 years a life could say far I always wondered who the same ones are Though I live by the fear not I'm afraid When I wrote this so tears dropped on the page It's mad how death manifests in the weirdest ways Won't go near the grave but in my dreams he the same I get closer and see his face, it's clear as day He looks me in the eyes and I hear him say...
Sometimes I really hate myself Sometimes I wish that I change myself Sometimes I don't wanna give no And sometimes I just don't wanna live no I don't know where to go for help Sometimes I don't really myself I wish that I could fly away And find away to a day