[feat. Mai
This one is dedicated to the Most people see things that are and ask why Dreamers, see things aren't there and ask why not I'm with you
1:] I once knew a girl who on the was as solid as a rock Future of promise and mind seemed stronger than an ox Face of beauty and a was as honest as it got wasn't what is was, problem rock bottom she was lost I couldn't see this genius was full of secrets Full of demons pulled her deeper in this pool of leeches Confused by the news, I was bruised when told me It concludes to the truth, was she by the loneliness? She was a queen, nothing like Elizabeth caught her starin' into space with a distant look Considerate but from others even when intimate Now I'm for answers I'd never find in a book Last time I saw her, before the day she her life I I fixed her pain, I shoulda, coulda, woulda tried, But I took it personally and to leave, And to this day I'm haunted by the words she screamed...
Sometimes I really hate myself I wish that I could change myself Sometimes I don't wanna no more And sometimes I just don't wanna live no Sometimes I don't where to go for help Sometimes I really know myself Sometimes I that I could fly away And find to a brighter day
2:] They say that life is a and death is the answer But Niko lost his and Rewds lost his father God bless your souls know that I love you both They say time heals but the still doesn't go I've seen my die and seen my mother cry Seen the wind change in the of a butterfly people get sectioned for life, I think and wonder A small twist of fate, that could've been my 25 years a life say thus far I always wondered who the same ones are Though I live by the words fear not I'm When I wrote this so many tears on the page It's mad how death manifests in the weirdest ways Won't go near the grave but in my dreams he appears the Then I get closer and see his face, it's as day He me deep in the eyes and I hear him say...
Sometimes I really really hate Sometimes I that I could change myself Sometimes I don't wanna no more And sometimes I just don't live no more Sometimes I don't know where to go for Sometimes I don't know myself Sometimes I wish I could fly away And away to a brighter day