Don't You Ever Let Me Go

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I miss you....

I am a part of him and he a part of me...

The man that was sincere enough to love me
Was who I fell in love with.

For when the man I once loved left me whole
He took away a part of me.

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I miss you....

I could feel love in
the way you held my hand
the way you squeezed my waist
the way you held me close
Your sweet caress,
Your gentle strokes...
It was the way you made me laugh
the way I opened up to you
how comfortable I felt being next to you
How happy you make me feel inside
When I was alone you made me smile
It was our last time together that
You held me tight
We cried as one in each others arms
The warmth of your body pressed against mine
The memory of your kiss against my forehead
I cried, I hurt to walk out on something good
With the thought of pain to lose the man I loved.

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I miss you....

I waited for your return
But you never came
One hour, two years, for eternity
But lies don't hold under water.
A single red rose
Is all it took
You promised me you would never leave
And I believed every word.
I found it hard that you walked out
And I respected this,
Until I realized what our love meant
Tears pour down with swollen eyes
I will always love you.

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I miss you....

Scars can heal with love
The day I saw you break down and cry
I felt sad you heart was broken
I felt enraged about how much you hurt
I felt ashamed that you were broken
I felt the blame of uncertainty
I felt anger swarmed with hungry guilt
I felt humbled that you
Were willing to share this emotion with me
And with that, I gave you my heart
I shared my love
And I showed you empathy, knowing
You loved someone else

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I miss you....

No more secrets
No more lies
I mourn for the one I love.
I say this from the heart
I felt loved deep inside
I never forgot how love felt
I will never regret
What love meant.
I never forgot our first kiss
How you held me close
What love meant.
I accepted your love
With intament trust.
Letting feeling inside
The regret of losing you
Not wanting to let go
Yearning to hold on
Understanding I loved
Waiting for your return.

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I miss you....

Baby come back to me
Come back to me
Don't you ever let go

Have I ever crossed your mind any time?
Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me?
If I ever cross your mind, I love you, I love you

My heart ruptures
At the sound of heart beats
Against the tides of time.
I embrace each wave
With caressing skin
My thoughts ponder
Softly with emotions
Sounds invisible to light
The stillness of the air
Embraces my thighs
Lovingly I feel warmth,
You holding me close
Our eyes meet at a distance
Your lips pressed against mine.
As your tongue moves inside my mouth
I begin to taste your sweet breath
My heart cries
Tears dropping into the sea
You stroke me with your hand
I close my eyes afraid to touch
How I changed into a woman
Afraid this may be the last time
Only for one night

I remember my first
He was the temperament
of my brass crescendo
Rain down on me
Let me feel the notes from tempo
Keying in rythem of cognito
My heart pound beats of desire
Let the notes escape the fire
Into a metaphoric hold of dreams
Tantic rythem, droning sax
Poetic verse calling back
As eyes wide shut yearning desire
I felt loved by the tunes
That blow my mind with resonence
I feel loved by his essence
Moved by passion magnificent
Tunes float into dreary space
Drifting into extreme extacy
It was only one love
And he was my only true love
He was my first love
The sound music
Brought me back in time
to the very first time
I made love

He was strong to hold back tears of resentment
To hold his tears when love could not say
To hold back his feelings inside
When he needed the space to try
He failed to recognize
His weakness to love with desire
And I did not break him from his peace of mind
Instead I gave him the support
And prayer that his dreams don't falter