Don't I Deserve

She's been smoking more these days.
Kinda ,crazy cause see when I met her she was more like a health care
Really into finishing, taking care of business.
A degree in communications
But we always miscommunicated.
We'll be in the same room
But in tw--o different places.

Loving you was easier when we both had the patience, but right now it's just bad timing
I got someone who needs me, and to call off this engagement would just ruin another life.
You pushing yea you pushing me to make a decision
She said I know you got someone who loves you, she's probably crazy for you.

But don't I deserve
She said I know, yea I know all about her, but I put in all these hours.
Don't I deserve you
And now you wanna come back,
trying making me feel bad.
O now that I know better, I gotta do better
So no I'm never gon come back, even though you deserve it.

I really don't want to rain on your parade but these cloud are turning 12 shades of gray.
We were never meant to weather- these days
Let's be honest, even if I say this, your paranoia will just ruin your happiness.
And then you'll not relax, round and round we be right back at one
Aint you tired of starting over.

Loving you was easier when we both had the patience, but right now it's just bad timing
I got someone who needs me, and to call off this engagement would just ruin another life.
You pushing yea you pushing me to make a decision.
She said I know you got someone who loves you she's probably crazy for you.

But don't I deserve
She said I know, yea I know all about her, but I put in all these hours.
Don't I deserve you
And now you wanna come back, trying making me feel bad O now that I know better, I gotta do better
So No I'm never gon come back, even though you deserve it.
baby

So you miss talking more, these days Its kinda crazy cause when I think about it,
I love you that way
I love you that way