Didn't Know Me (내가 더 나빠)

Heize - Didn't Know Me Hangul
그리워하면서도 미워했어 널
결국에 난 엄마 앞에서까지도
눈물을 보이고 맘 아프게 하고
그게 불효지 뭐
대체 넌 왜 나라는 사람의
살 만 하던 삶에 들어와 불행하게
만들어 버린 건지 난 묻고 싶고
그 대답을 꼭 듣고 싶다고
못 된 나의 원망뿐이던
문자에 몰래 아파야 했던
네 맘을 이제야 알 것 같아

내가 더 나빠 더 나빠
너보다 나빠 더 나빠
네가 더 아파 더 아팠을걸
이제 와 난 알아
그런 널 알면서
네가 내 곁을 떠나갔단 이유로
널 아프게 했어
워우 워우 워우

나는 너에게 사랑과 웃음만을
줬던 것 같은데 이런 아픔 나는
원하지 않는데 너는 왜 나에게
주고 떠난 건데
매일 되뇌어 나쁜 놈이야 넌
나 없이 너는 괜찮은 거냔 그 말에
눈물은 왜 흘린 건지 묻고 싶어
떠나고 싶지 않아 보였다고
나 좀 안아달라고
억지 부리고 붙잡고 울던
날 보던 네 맘은 어땠을까

내가 더 나빠 더 나빠
너보다 나빠 더 나빠
네가 더 아파 더 아팠을걸
이제 와 난 알아
그런 널 알면서
네가 내 곁을 떠나갔단 이유로
널 아프게 했어
워우 워우 워우

내 미래를 위해서라 했던
그 말을 이제 다 이해했고
너가 없는 지옥 같던 그 시간들
이렇게 잘 견뎌냈으니
나 잘 했다고
이제 나를 안아주면
다시 와 주면 안 될까

내가 더 나빠 더 나빠
너보다 나빠 더 나빠
네가 더 아파 더 아팠을걸
이제 와 난 알아
그런 널 알면서
네가 내 곁을 떠나갔단 이유로
널 아프게 했어

Heize - Didn't Know Me Romanization
geuriwohamyeonseodo miwohaesseo neol
gyeolguge nan eomma apeseokkajido
nunmureul boigo mam apeuge hago
geuge bulhyoji mwo
daeche neon wae naraneun saramui
sal man hadeon salme deureowa bulhaenghage
mandeureo beorin geonji nan mutgo sipgo
geu daedabeul kkok deutgo sipdago
mot doen naui wonmangppunideon
munjae mollae apaya haessdeon
ne mameul ijeya al geot gata

naega deo nappa deo nappa
neoboda nappa deo nappa
nega deo apa deo apasseulgeol
ije wa nan ara
geureon neol almyeonseo
nega nae gyeoteul tteonagassdan iyuro
neol apeuge haesseo
wou wou wou

naneun neoege saranggwa useummaneul
jwossdeon geot gateunde ireon apeum naneun
wonhaji anhneunde neoneun wae naege
jugo tteonan geonde
maeil doenoeeo nappeun nomiya neon
na eopsi neoneun gwaenchanheun geonyan geu mare
nunmureun wae heullin geonji mutgo sipeo
tteonago sipji anha boyeossdago
na jom anadallago
eokji burigo butjapgo uldeon
nal bodeon ne mameun eottaesseulkka

naega deo nappa deo nappa
neoboda nappa deo nappa
nega deo apa deo apasseulgeol
ije wa nan ara
geureon neol almyeonseo
nega nae gyeoteul tteonagassdan iyuro
neol apeuge haesseo
wou wou wou

nae miraereul wihaeseora haessdeon
geu mareul ije da ihaehaessgo
neoga eopsneun jiok gatdeon geu sigandeul
ireohge jal gyeondyeonaesseuni
na jal haessdago
ije nareul anajumyeon
dasi wa jumyeon an doelkka

naega deo nappa deo nappa
neoboda nappa deo nappa
nega deo apa deo apasseulgeol
ije wa nan ara
geureon neol almyeonseo
nega nae gyeoteul tteonagassdan iyuro
neol apeuge haesseo

Heize - Didn't Know Me English Translation
I missed you but I hated you too
In the end, I cried even in front of my mom
Making her bein pain too
That's being a bad daughter
Why did you come into my life
That was once good and make it bad?
I wanted to ask you
I wanted to hear your answer
But I finally realized
How you had to secretly hurt
Because of my resentful texts

I'm worse, I'm worse
I'm worse than you
Now I finally know
How you were hurt even more
I knew that about you
But just because you left me
I hurt you more

I thought I only gave you love and laughter
I don't want this kind of pain
So why did you give it to me and leave?
I told myself every day, you're a bad guy
When I asked you if you were gonna be ok without me
You shed a tear and I wanted to ask why
I wanted to say you didn't look like you wanted to leave
I asked you to hold me
Throwing a fit and crying
I wonder how you felt when you looked at me acting like that

I'm worse, I'm worse
I'm worse than you
Now I finally know
How you were hurt even more
I knew that about you
But just because you left me
I hurt you more

You said it was for my future
Now I understand
Times without you felt like hell
But I endured through them
So can't you say I did a good job
Can't you hug me?
And come back to me?

I'm worse, I'm worse
I'm worse than you
Now I finally know
How you were hurt even more
I knew that about you
But just because you left me
I hurt you more