Deny You Anymore

In a moment
and I missed it
Do you wonder
If I wished it?
It's a monster
can I end it?
So I'm broken
Can you mend it?

You say it's my time
You say it high time
You say the right time, but I'm on my own

You make me wonder
at this spell I'm under
YOu make me wonder if I'm far from home

I can't deny you anymore
I need to know there's something more
I thought I'd left it all behind
But now I can't make up my mind

For an instant
Will I make it?
Can I hold on
Will I break it?
on a pavement
in a basement
Liveing injured
through the winter

You say it's my time
You say it high time
You say the right time, but I'm on my own

"I can't hold this beast inside any longer.
I cringe at it's ferocity.
It rips my insides to shreds
I can't get it out of me
I can't allow this to control me any longer
Please help me.

You make me wonder
at this spell I'm under
YOu make me wonder if I'm far from home

I guess I'll try to make a diffrence
I've had enough
I know it's tearing my heart in two
But I don't care any more

I will not let go of you
Just hold my hand
I'll hold you up and keep you safe from greiving
we can't look back any more

I break away, I start today
What I believe is what you say
I make amends, begin again
Forget the loss, it's now a win

I put my head into the air
Take a breath, break my stare
I see the world with open eyes
The light I love is now inside