Deliver Me

One day to wonder what's bothering me
You said it, I'm just the half of this, that just won't see
Believe it if I am wishing, I am hoping as well
Sometimes I, I tell you clearly but it's hard to tell

Someone will watch me with an eager eye
But I'm not, I'm not even here, to even try
If the rain stops calling, calling my name
Well, I'm still in the thick of it and bearing the shame

Deliver me, oh, no, you don't deliver in me
(Deliver me)
Oh, no, you don't deliver in me
(Deliver me)
Oh, no, you don't deliver
(Deliver me)
But one day you'll wake up and then you'll see

Some times are hard, some times they drag
Well, I can see your face, you've seen the half of this
Maybe I'm naming all the changes too much
But see you, you never leave it if you have to touch

And I will always be waiting with a happy smile
But the smile is just a laughing killer, laugh a while
Don't know what I'm doing here, don't know if I'm sane
But I swear if I'm feeling this, I'm feeling the pain

Deliver me, oh, no, you don't deliver in me
(Deliver me)
Oh, no, you don't deliver in me
(Deliver me)
Oh, no, you don't deliver
(Deliver me)
But one day you'll wake up and then you'll see

I can't be your standards
Wish you away
No, I can't be all this much
See you still have too much to say

Some skies are darkening and call out loud
Well, I'm the good side of you and still I'm proud
To be waiting for lightness when you stray
Well, I'm sure that I hear him, he's slipping away

Deliver me, oh, no, you don't deliver in me
(Deliver me)
Oh, no, you don't deliver in me
(Deliver me)
Oh, no, you don't deliver
(Deliver me)
But one day you'll wake up and then you'll see