Deeply Relaxed

When I wanna be respected
I must follow myself
'cause I can't always watch others
being praised

In those days you nagged me
now you try to hide
your role models who are
as i was like

I'm very altruistic
So I waste my years
and I don't know what kind of person
I would be

If you wouldn't have
indoctrinated me
to be like you
but now I'm smoking weed

I don't want you anymore
and I don't need you anymore
I don't like you anymore
and I don't hate you anymore

I am deeply relaxed
I am deeply relaxed
in this moment of pain
I am deeply relaxed
oh yeah
I am deeply relaxed

I was born with a pure soul
there were storm and rain
the urge to be myself
just caused me pain

You suppressed the thought
of liking me
I know that you admired me
secretly

Never got appreciation
that's the way it was
'cause I could not acquire
self-confidence

I dont like it
when they talk to me like that
and when they look into my eyes
it makes me mad

I don't want them anymore
and I don't need them anymore
I don't like them anymore
and I don't hate them anymore

I am deeply relaxed
I am deeply relaxed
in this moment of pain
I am deeply relaxed
oh yeah
I am deeply relaxed

I'm sometimes crying
because i'm trying
to make it better
it doesn't matter
I'm sometimes crying
because I'm trying
to make it better
it doesn't matter
to them

I am deeply relaxed
I am deeply relaxed
in this moment of pain
I am deeply relaxed
oh yeah
I am deeply relaxed