Decimated Dreams

All the kids around me, aspire to do their best
Proud parents and teachers judging the contest
But I am just too lazy, too bored out of my mind
Beating away in the bathroom until I went blind

I always knew that I, was different somehow
And that I would never submit to be like them
They made me feel weird, insecure and scared
But I learned to fight it, learned how to be proud

Everyone is busy, plotting out their lives
While I will start to bother when the day arrives
They struggle to fit in, they keep it up until they die
But in the end they realize its just a lie