Sweet will bestow upon me soon Alone, I sit, in my bedroom flicker as the wind blows steady With shaky hands my heart heavy
Run it over in my mind and myself that I'm ready to unbreak the situation calm to deadly Grab the blade and put it to my Start to it in, nope, not ready yet
another second to deliberate another way to go Something way more artistic and a lot more Sleeping pills, no that's They can pump your stomach and you'll come right
Have you sitting in a with other suicidalists Reminiscing every minute and with death's kiss Not for me, I'ma go back You will see a of light as I fade to black
Now that you know that it's to go (die) Whatcha gonna write in your note (suicide) If you me how the story unfolds (die) Tell me to cause your let go (and they say)
You never nothing I learned a thing You never nothing I learned a thing
Don't out the window before you jump And the shotgun before you (shoot) Place the inside of that cup And up
Now do us a favor you end it all Make no mistakes and don't a phone call Just write last words in blood on the wall And we can read it all aloud the curtain falls
turn somebody who wants to die Into somebody who wants to a lie And if a lie is such a bad bad thing Why the goody goody's always sit at the ring
Why they worried about us and our dark ways The preacher got a Superbowl ring, he getting for sure it on a hooker and blow And his own brains out on the hotel floor
Now that you know that it's to go (die) Whatcha gonna in your death note (suicide) If you tell me how the story (die) Tell me what's to cause your let go (and say)
You learned nothing I learned a thing You learned nothing I learned a thing
Trigger happy, I never was too winning So I missed my brain And I can always be again So I will try to again from inside
inside my mind and I tried Crashing into with my ride But in the end they all died and I'm alive
Now I cut, every organ that I got And I hung myself twice and it still couldn't This beating in my chest going boom boom And I'm hoping that it's real soon
I did a balloon the size of a Full of amphenol fumes, it was perfume As I'm writing this I'm thinking it'll be better If I let 'em the reason I'm returning to sender
Now you know that it's time to go (die) Whatcha gonna write in your death (suicide) If you tell me how the story (die) Tell me what's to cause your let go (and say)
You never nothing I never learned a You never learned I learned a thing Music