dear insecurity

Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be proud of who I am?
Oh, insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be just the way I am?
Dear insecurity

I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the things you make me think
You make me sick to my stomach
I wish that I wasn't me
Somedays when I wake up, I see myself in the mirror
I feel like we shouldn't be good and be clearer
My nose to my clothes from my chin to my skin
I'll never be good, enough forever again
For you, so I'd change for you
Then I'll die for you, then you made me blue
If I were you, I'd hate me too
But I already feel like you do
Because you tell me I'm not worship
And the bad luck's on purpose
And if I'm sad, then I deserved it
But underneath the surface
I'm hurting, searching, and learning
My imperfections maybe perfect

Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be proud of who I am
Oh, insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be just the way I am
Dear insecurity

I, feel like I'm dying on the inside
But I smile it off
I'm a mess, I'm depressed, I'm alone and it's all my fault
Did I do something wrong? This feeling's unfair
You're making me anxious but why the fuck do I care?
I overthink everything till' my thoughts are impaired
I hate everything about me, I think I need some air
Drink some water, take a breath
Take a moment to be thankful for the reasons that you're blessed
It's not about mistakes you made or failures that you had
It's all about the memories and little things you have
You freckles, and flawsty
Your body ambruises
Your scar is til' your beautiful, birth marks that truth hides
We're on in the same to play the cards that you doubt
Nobody likes you more than you being yourself

Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be proud of who I am
Oh, insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you gonna let me be just the way I am
Dear insecurity

I am
Proud of the person of I am
Nobody's gon' tell me who I am
Or who I can't be
I am
Taking my life into my hand
So tired of hiding who I am
I am me
So

Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
When you ever gonna let me be proud of who I am
Oh, insecurity
It's time I'll make you take your hands off me?
Set me free I'm gonna let you see
I'm proud of who I am
Just the way I am
I'm proud of who I am