You... can't make the day seem And the darkness bright what you do
This the life that I wanted nor I did imagine thinks It's all fake for attention But they don't even know how it inside a heart keeps breaking down like everytime Cuz, I'm so broken, so lost, so Obviously you can't tell cuz I a smile But in reality... I just leave Go or embrace the darkness inside me All the rich kids think get to play god Think they get to be whoever they Showing up to school with all these things they own And making other kids so fucking worthless Well nobody's as lucky as you so up And stop of how weird someone is It's called uniqueness or being different But obviously people like you understand...
You... can't make the day right And make the bright That's you do
Everyday I wake up I feel so Worst part of depression is no one will listen You think all BS? Something's wrong with you All my friends are gone and I am all alone. I never this, not even a bit But because of a childhood I had to encounter No friends, fake friends, don't know who to Everyone leaves and ignores me Had a best friend a brother to me Started so racist and triggering Said "asians can only marry asians, no no anything Gotta the bloodline the same you dumb fuck" Made a stupid with steak (asian) and ice cream (whites) And mixing the two would taste shit "we are better than them, so don't be with white people Otherwise I'd kill you and your girlfriend" (Fucking racist)
You... can't make the day seem And make the bright what you do
I don't know how many times I have to my actions A smile, an attitude and a conversation. I wish people would really worrying about me I'm really sick and of all these stupid accusations Staff and counselors won't even "I'm fine" yet... they still call my Up to the point... where they us... and tore families apart I never be friends with racists or bullies racist, well he doesn't control my life I whoever kind of girl I want to be with, not you Threaten all you want, I even care we were childhood friends, the 7 of us, Knew was all a lie since 2003, you guys hated me so Up to the point... my is now A.D.L.S.S (Angry, Depressed, Lonely, Sad, Suicidal... so worthless, so useless... don't want to see you all ever again)
You... can't make the day right And make the bright That's you do
You... can't the day seem right And the darkness bright what you do