You... make the day seem right And make the darkness what you do
This ain't the life I wanted nor I did imagine thinks It's all fake for attention But they don't know how it feels inside When a keeps breaking down like everytime Cuz, I'm so broken, so lost, so you can't tell cuz I fake a smile But in reality... I just leave Go home or the darkness inside me All the rich kids think get to play god Think they get to be they want Showing up to school with all these fancy they own And other kids feel so fucking worthless Well as lucky as you so shut up And thinking of how weird someone is called uniqueness or just being different But obviously people like you understand...
You... make the day seem right And make the darkness That's you do
Everyday I wake up I so useless Worst part of depression is no one will listen You think it's all BS? wrong with you All my friends are and here I am all alone. I never wanted this, not a bit But because of a hellish childhood I had to No friends, fake friends, don't who to trust Everyone leaves and ignores me Had a best friend almost a to me Started becoming so racist and Said "asians can only marry asians, no no anything keep the bloodline the same you dumb fuck" Made a stupid comparison with (asian) and ice cream (whites) And mixing the two would like shit "we are better than them, so don't be with white people Otherwise I'd you and your white girlfriend" (Fucking racist)
You... can't make the day seem And make the darkness what you do
I don't know how many I have to fake my actions A smile, an attitude and a conversation. I wish would really stop worrying about me I'm really sick and tired of all these stupid and counselors won't even listen "I'm fine" yet... they call my parents Up to the point... where they hurt us... and tore apart I would never be friends with or bullies That racist, he doesn't control my life I choose kind of girl I want to be with, not you Threaten all you want, I even care Thought we were friends, the 7 of us, Knew was all a lie since 2003, you guys hated me so Up to the point... my is now A.D.L.S.S (Angry, Depressed, Lonely, Sad, Suicidal... so worthless, so useless... ever want to see you all ever again)
You... can't the day seem right And make the darkness what you do
You... can't make the day right And make the bright That's you do