I'm in the place I think I've ever been You can see from the scars on my I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All alone, you make it to believe
I'm in the darkest And I don't just mean jail In my mind there's a space Trapped in an darker cell
You got to see it to believe it's That's why so hard to believe in you Stay real, but you got to have But I wondered where you were when I you
When that girl was telling lies in the With her hand on the bible, was the lightning? The great vengeance, anger that Samuel L.J. made so frightening
She attempted to a brother And I it in a biblical sense, not a black way She succeeded to destroy that It's deep, you can make a fool out of laughing
She just did it for the for the cash, eh? I bet she's rolling in it now famous You must think fair considering I got to deal man who want to feel a new anus
So you save up a months of fags And them for a shank along with your trainers And you a man's life with your make-shift Knife 'cause this isn't you, messed up brain is
I'm in the darkest place I think I've been You can see the scars on my face I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you make it hard to
Are you real or a Is there a or just an abyss? I wonder if you even exist 'Cause if you do you're taking the piss
I don't deserve this, why are you torturing me, We both know ain't right here been two whole months Since I killed that man and I'm still having
It was just defense But try telling to my conscience My in a real bad way But even when I you, you ignore me like it's nonsense
I was being attacked on a daily I had to do And it weren't like you going to intervene At any point 'cause you never do
Just I thought you'd me an angel the second man tried put the first cut in And got instead, but now I know That was just in my head, not the hole I'm stuck in
if he really was an angel you sent He wouldn't be trapped in jail with me Spread out his and fly Get out of this hell hole
That's how I know you're a That's how I know a lie how I know you're a made-up Fictional that lives in the sky
Yeah, it's all a con It's all just a God ain't It's just a
I'm in the place You can see the scars on my face Ooh,
I'm in the place I think I've ever been You can see the scars on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All alone, you make it hard to
I'm in the darkest place I I've ever been You can see from the scars on my I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All