I'm in the darkest I think I've ever been You can see the scars on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All alone, you make it to believe
I'm in the darkest And I don't just mean jail In my mind there's a darkest Trapped in an even cell
You got to see it to believe true why it's so hard to believe in you Stay real, but you got to have But I wondered where you when I needed you
When that girl was telling lies in the With her on the bible, where was the lightning? The great vengeance, furious anger Samuel L.J. sound so frightening
She attempted to a brother And I it in a biblical sense, not a black way She succeeded to destroy brother It's deep, you can a fool battle out of laughing
She just did it for the for the cash, eh? I bet she's rolling in it now she's You must think that's considering I got to deal man who want to feel a new anus
So you save up a worth of fags And trade them for a shank along your trainers And you take a man's life with your Knife 'cause this you, messed up your brain is
I'm in the darkest place I think I've ever You can see from the on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you make it to believe
Are you real or a Is there a or just an abyss? Sometimes I wonder if you even 'Cause if you do you're taking the piss
I don't this, why are you torturing me, God? We both something ain't right here It's been two months Since I killed that man and I'm still nightmares
It was just self But try telling that to my My in a real bad way But even when I you, you ignore me like it's nonsense
I was being attacked on a basis I had to do And it weren't like you going to intervene At any point 'cause you do nothing
Just I thought you'd sent me an When the man tried put the first cut in And got instead, but now I know That was in my head, not the hole that I'm stuck in
if he really was an angel you sent He wouldn't be trapped in jail with me out his wings and fly Get out of hell hole quickly
That's how I know you're a how I know you're a lie That's how I know a made-up Fictional character lives in the sky
Yeah, it's all a con all just a scam God ain't just a sham
I'm in the darkest You can see from the on my face Ooh,
I'm in the darkest place I think I've ever You can see from the on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you it hard to believe
I'm in the darkest I think I've ever been You can see from the on my face I'm not where I'm to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All