I'm in the darkest I think I've ever been You can see from the scars on my I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why you forsaken me? All alone, you make it to believe
I'm in the darkest And I don't just mean this In my mind there's a space Trapped in an even darker
You got to see it to believe it's why it's so hard to believe in you Stay real, but you got to faith But I wondered you were when I needed you
that girl was telling lies in the court With her hand on the bible, was the lightning? The great vengeance, furious anger Samuel L.J. sound so frightening
She to poison a brother And I mean it in a sense, not a black way She succeeded to destroy that It's deep, you can make a fool battle out of
She just did it for the for the cash, eh? I bet she's in it now she's famous You must think fair considering I got to deal with man who to feel a new anus
So you save up a months of fags And them for a shank along with your trainers And you take a life with your make-shift 'cause this isn't you, messed up your brain is
I'm in the darkest I think I've ever been You can see from the scars on my I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you it hard to believe
Are you or a myth? Is a heaven or just an abyss? Sometimes I wonder if you exist if you do then you're taking the piss
I don't deserve this, why are you me, God? We both know ain't right here It's been two whole Since I killed that man and I'm still having
It was just self But try telling to my conscience My head's in a bad way But even when I tell you, you ignore me it's nonsense
I was being attacked on a daily I had to do And it weren't like you were to intervene At any point 'cause you do nothing
Just I thought you'd sent me an When the second man put the first cut in And got stabbed instead, but now I That was in my head, not the hole that I'm stuck in
'Cause if he really was an angel you He wouldn't be in this jail with me out his wings and fly Get out of hell hole quickly
That's how I know a fake That's how I know a lie That's how I you're a made-up Fictional character lives in the sky
Yeah, all just a con It's all a scam God real It's a sham
I'm in the place You can see the scars on my face Ooh,
I'm in the darkest place I think I've ever You can see from the on my face I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why have you me? All alone, you make it to believe
I'm in the darkest I think I've ever been You can see from the scars on my I'm not I'm supposed to be All alone, why have you me? All