Crystal Cor

Crystal Cor

You melt your fears in purple water
and you've got stuck in there
your veins are now just pumping venom
so you can masturbate with hate

'cause you don't care until it's dead
and isn't real without the pain
so now pray harder for your lover
your devil has become your saint

The worms are dancing for the feast
my brain will be the main banquet
my guts will feed the dogs on the street
my heart is served for dessert.

I'm trying to discover
the person that I used to know
but you're not that person anymore
just the shadow of her glow
I'm trying to discover
the person that I used to love
but you're not that person anymore
just the phantom of his soul

as this gift is for my sister
I will give my blood to her
I give my flesh to my mother
I give a bone for every friend

I give my pity to my father
My eyes are for my enemy
I give my pride to all my lovers
but I will keep this soul in me

Im trying to discover
the person that I used to know
but I'm not that person anymore
just the echo of his song
I'm trying to explain myself
how our love could reach this low
but Im not that person anymore
just the ashes of her soul