Cruel Cruel

I wanna run away
To somewhere far and somewhere safe
So scared of this place
Cause you don't even know me
And you don't even care that I've been lonely
And tired of fighting in the den of the lions
When I won't give up trying
In the dead of the night I weep
Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep
Call me crazy, call me baby, you can call me weak
Cause you don't even know
No you don't even know
That the weight of the world on me
I've been there and back again and it seems to me
That a promise isn't something you keep
And a secret never lies it only sees what you see
Cause it's a cruel cruel ride
And if you want to come inside
You better sit up and shut your eyes
And hold on for dear life
Cause of you don't
Than you will surely lose your mind
But I won't
I wanna hide my face
I wanna find the strength to get through this
Oh I know I can do it
It's the taste in my mouth
It's the nauseousness
It's my stomach in knots forming cascades of gunshots
Leaving me holding
A pen, and this page, and these words filled with rage
In the dead of the night I weep
Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep
Call me crazy, call me baby, you can call me weak
Cause you don't even know
Cause it's a cruel cruel ride
And if you want to come inside
You better sit up and shut your eyes
And hold on for dear life
Cause if you don't
Than you will surely lose your mind
But I won't
I won't
Oh can anyone hear me
Oh can anyone know me
Oh can anyone hear me
Oh can anyone love me
Oh can anyone, can anyone hear me
Cause it's a cruel cruel ride
And if you want to come inside
You better sit up and shut your eyes
And hold on for dear life
Cause if you don't
Than you will surely lose your mind
But I won't
I won't
I won't
I won't
I won't
But I won't