Crawl

"Hey, can you show me a good time?"
She said as she sipped on another glass of wine.
I'm never gonna be that guy,
who lays in your bed while you rip at my spine.

Hey, have you heard I'm the nice guy?
I won't crawl in your head and I'll learn how to lie.
But I'm never gonna be alright,
And I accept that's my defect I cannot live until it dies.

Do you even know how hard I tried?
Just to prove to the world
that the pain always hits at the worst times.

Everything is magic
Everything's so tragic
Everything's the darkest shade of blue
'Cause everything is you
Made me the addict
Drunk, overdramatic
Everything's the darkest shade of blue
If that's the game, then I was born to lose.

"Hey, what's the deal with the last line?
It's too intense, it won't make sense to all your listeners online."
So tie me up and fix me up, so I don't go insane
Because the hardest part of leaving is not crawling back again.

Do you even know how hard I tried?
Just to prove to the world
that the pain always hits at the worst times.

Everything is magic
Everything's so tragic
Everything's the darkest shade of blue
'Cause everything is you
Made me the addict
Drunk, overdramatic
Everything's the darkest shade of blue
If that's the game, then I was born to lose.

I'll learn to walk, you learn to crawl
I'll learn to walk, you learn to crawl

Everything is magic
Everything's so tragic
Everything's the darkest shade of blue
'Cause everything is you
Made me the addict
Drunk, overdramatic
Everything's the darkest shade of blue
If that's the game, then I was born to lose.