Contradiction

I've tried my best to find
Anything that is in you
To make this feel okay

We've seen all of the sides
If love is just pain in disguise
Then why can't I pull away?

Away from all that's hurting
Well I'm still burning for you

I don't want to feel this anymore
I don't know what else to feel
I don't want a love that leads to war
Fighting you is always real

How can I love you and hate you still
You know that you're my truth and fiction
You are my contradiction

You're my contradiction

I can't stop the fall
You got me now back to the wall
And it feels like home to me
Now I've tried to change
Everything for you, love
But sooner than later the pain
Found its way back to you, love
Say goodbye to all that's burning
I'm done hurting for you

I don't want to feel this anymore
I don't know what else to feel
I don't want a love that leads to war
Fighting you is always real

How can I love you and hate you still
You know that you're my truth and fiction
You are my contradiction

You're my contradiction

Something doesn't feel right
I just gotta speak my mind

Something doesn't feel right
I just gotta speak my mind

I don't want to feel this anymore
I don't know what else to feel
I don't want a love that leads to war
Fighting you is always real

How can I love you and hate you still
You know that you're my truth and fiction
You are my contradiction

You're my contradiction