Compulsive Prep

so pissed off i can't get it off my mind
because it's happened again for the second time
i know she'z lying but I believe her anyway
because I wanted things to turn out my way

some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen or like they can't even hear my voice

speechless for words but so many thoughts in my head trying to figure out who I still got while lying alone in my bed and I'm too emotional for my own good but is that bad and would you care more if I cared less
but I guess it doesn't really matter anymore
because I'm gettin' rid of this mess

some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen or like they can't even hear my voice
if I could turn back time I would not talk to you cause you didn't want to hear from me and look how quickly were through and I don't know if you do this to everyone but if you do I think you're goin' down because with a mind set like that you will eventually get dicked around

ya goin' down ya goin' down and I'm not gonna' be around
ya goin' down ya goin' down and I'm not gonna' be around
ya goin' down ya goin' down and I'm not gonna' be around

to help you to help you to help you to help you pull through
to help you to help you to help you to help you pull through
to help you to help you to help you to help you pull through

some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen or like they can't even hear my voice

some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen or like they can't even hear my voice