Yeah, I never had a model I was loading gold hollows in my little A shorty, heart colder than December in the morning And I think it was December when ? me Nigga's is Fuck can tell us them dreams they try sell us Probably why I'm To the fraud niggas, I lost when I got paper It's like more money I they got faker And it's crazy when your best friend turn into your top Wanna roll up and smoke you top paper Damn, a feeling when you and you're homie chilling and You know he got thoughts of robbing and killing you Momma said don't ever, let them belittle you Instead for them haters because they'll riddle you Last year was like a bad Even I touched more paper than a cashier Small sucker, I never really around squares They say it levels to this shit, you niggas Different floors for bosses Different tours on different jets, my saw Different city with different bitches and whores Sometimes I look in the mirror, Meek Milly that cold at your arm, check out your neck, look at your charm And to think my niggas started off cooking raw When it was hard the coach me to get the ball I step for the three, watch it go swish and fall And was A1, they thinking how we get this far? We was just down by three and thought we took a loss They couldn't deem me like Earl Boykins, I'm soft to pick me off like ? but I'm Randy Moss And I ran it all for the touchdown, now? Go ? all bust down, fuck
My heart cold Then the streets getting They said I make it no way I think my getting colder, my heart getting cold Told them I would it one day lord knows
Dedicated, de-terminated and When Diddy, Hova, and Baby I'm listening I be in the jungle the Devil be whispering Slugs flying by me I them, they whistling, that was a close call Stand up nigga so I won't My teacher told me I would go far Seen him last week, he was my I was told y'all Mommy was a booster, daddy was a So they couldn't blame me I went and copped a Ruger Looking at my homies, see the ghost of Freddy Cause if he catch you sleeping he's going I got your ? I'm a father and my son see a lot of If I don't get he'll end up with a chopper In a field out in Philly do you me? Told my momma I won't let haters kill me Getting even though ? And I won't ever let these bitches see the me, do you feel me? Times change like the did Now I'm these niggas the way that Kobe did
Ayo It gets fucked up when your own family calling you up Shit, money's the of all evil Family telling you "you acting different nigga" You're goddamn I'm acting different With all this motherfucking But then when it comes from your brother, your sister, your mother, your shit hurts you to the core man When they start acting like something that you ain't never motherfucking seen you done up motherfucker They gave to you, know what I'm saying? You got raised, you done played in the with them This money thing, this shit fuck you up man You got to watch you ask for You you want this son? You sure you want this You sure you want fame? You sure you want power? Shit have your own mama talking to you you ain't shit Yeah everybody want it, everybody need it, motherfuckers Get don't stop but I ain't mad at them Shit, but shit even got feelings you know? mama, dear papa, family, we're all we got Don't let this bring us down Shit, everybody eats B, eats, everybody eats lets go
Uh, And we started off as kids, stomach's touching our And them streets all like we ain't have nowhere to live I remember we ain't have nothing but live Thirty thousand was the tab and you have nothing to give I trip, I ain't trip, I pour bottles, I ain't sip I let niggas shine bright, you act like I ain't shit? Let you them little hoes, they was all on my dick And you main wanted to fuck me nigga, I hit Twenty chains, eight watches, can't fit on my When I speak them things I never said it's my shit I said it's ours nigga and when you're ready we're gonna nigga Like Kobe Bryant, Meta Peace and Gasol But i know just what I saw It was envious, you looked and I remembered it The reason that my heart's now on some December shit You used to give thanks for giving on some November Talking the twenty-fifth, matter of fact the twenty-sixth Maybe the twenty-eighth, fuck it though my money's straight And as long Pop is smiling Imma be on airplane flier than a pilot I've seen it, I've it Jealousy in your eyes, I swear that was deceiving And I was surprised man I want to believe it You said you would ride but shit I know you ain't it But yeah I've seen it
My heart cold Then the streets getting They said I would't it no way I think my getting colder, my heart getting cold them I would make it one day Young lord