Closure

I knew it was over when the fighting stopped
You were too checked out to give a fuck
But I stayed
Didn't want to let it end that way

So we went back & forth for months
To afraid to cut our losses and walk
But there was only so much we could take

It's like we are lying on the beach
And the tide is at our feet
It will soon be at our heads
And take our breath, so

I don't want to say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
I am acting out of self-defense
I am all out of options
I don't want to say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over

The strain of time tore us apart
It's not what we want but it's where we are
And I know the fault is partly mine

I miss those nights that we'd talk for hours
About our dreams and our desires
But all that's gone and all that's left is bitterness

I don't want to say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
I am acting out of self-defense
I am all out of options
I don't want to say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over

I can hate myself for this
You can say that I'm a selfish bitch
It doesn't change my mind
With both our backs against the wall
Someone's gotta to take the fall
So I'll be the first to cross the line

I don't want to say it's but somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
I am acting out of self-defense
I am all out of options
I don't want to say it but somebody's gotta say that's over