Christ Strengthen Me

Verse 1:
Dear Heavenly Father
I know that we havent spoken in a while
Im not the best child
I try to be, but this world Im in
Poses- many extreme- difficulties
People walkin toward me- know that they phony
Disorder- comes from the enemy
Twisting my mind- to money as a shrine
Multiple women in my linens- feast like lions
The malicious- conspiring- got my soul dying
Feel Im insane- smoke in my brain
Not the type to complain- but the strain
Got me kinda scared- in this demented prayer
My spirits being torn to shreds
To directions I dont wanna go next
Stuck in the center- this worlds dark etiquette
Only wicked vines are the roads- thats presented

CHORUS 2x:
I can do all things through christ who strengthens me
Keep me from becoming like my enemies
Sacrifice my soul- to the world thats cold
Till my body is a shell- just empty

Verse 2:
The shape of the globe- to me now has
The characteristics of a hex-agram
6 points of darkness- to make the heart rotten
Die from the inside- just a walkin carcass
Starts with Jealousy, envy, greed, anger, hatred & cant forget cruelty
They say- tell me who you around- Ill tell you who you are
But the worlds a small place- repaired in scars
And being around this- grow on ya
I can feel it creepin into my persona
In the back of my mind- I can hear at times
You wanna be the best- read around the lines
You can be a Criminal- theyll call you monster
But youll get respect as a murderer & bank robber
You can be a rapist- break off yo thing
Go to jail- come out being a street King

CHORUS 2x:
I can do all things through christ who strengthens me
Keep me from becoming like my enemies
Sacrifice my soul- to the world thats cold
Till my body is a shell- just empty

Verse 3:
They have to respect you cuz of ya rap sheet
And you can rap too- more cash more heat
45 hot glocks- sellin rocks on a block
Till the kids overdose- I get shot by the cops
Youve given me a blessing- to want something more
But Im not strong enough- at times, insecure
Then I get depressed- cant spit like the rest
Hatin my position- cant spit hard- your religion

Keeps me loyal- me you spoil
Teachin me of love- from your holiness above
Im thankful- but troubles on the way
I need your grace- to get my mind out this place
I need your heart- cuz mines about to break
Keep me in your grace- please for my sake
For you to keep me strong- for my road to be blessed &
Lord Jesus Deliver- Me Under Heaven

CHORUS 2x:
I can do all things through christ who strengthens me
Keep me from becoming like my enemies
Sacrifice my soul- to the world thats cold
Till my body is a shell- just empty