Checkout Blues

I've got something maybe I should tell you
I may check out any given time
Things won't get better until they get much worse
Is the curse stronger than me or am I stronger than the curse?

Everyone is scared of me and I'm scared of me too
Never know just what I'm gonna do

Heads up, kittens everything is bad
The sky is dark now but it's the best dark I ever had
Hang on to a little thing and let it guide the way
Bring it with you to another day

I've got something maybe I should tell you
I'm hanging on here and I'm really gonna try
Things won't get better until they get much worse
Am I stronger than the curse?