Checking In

It's been ten years, ten years of this
I loved you truely but you always disguised what you felt
If it's true well baby let it show
Don't go wasting no more time on the circus sideshow

When you come round are you just checking to see that I'm still here?
That I survived your cruelty
Just checking that I'm still alive. Just checking that I survived
Just checking that I'm still alive. Just checking that I survived your cruelty

Are you gonna torture me some more or, or set me free?
It seems like freedom is a rumour that I never see
Cos I've been shackled to you for so long, tied up and it's all gone wrong
Just checking in to see that I'm still alive
Just checking that I survived your recent cruelty. Yeah I'm alive
Yeah I'm alive
Oh I survived, oh I'm alive
Oh I survived, yeah I'm alive
Oh I survived your cruelty
Oh I survived your cruelty so you thought you would check back and see I'm still alive
Oh I survived your cruelty
Oh I survived your cruelty and so you thought you would check back that I'm still alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
And I survived your cruelty, oh you wanted to see if I was still alive after all you've done to me
I'm still holding on