Catch That Plane

gotta catch that plane
might leave my worries on the train
gonna drive in my lane
i feel i've got so much to gain

but the fear remains
dont wanna see my mamma go through pain
will it be the same
i want to see my father make a change

sometimes it's all too much
hold me up on either side
i lie awake and cry
but still i dream of brighter nights

I'm on a path that's right
working hard to keep my upward sight
i'm gonna be alright
i'm gonna make it through the fight

and just like the memories that you keep
there in a round box on your dresser
and the way you lied to me
everyday to make it better, for you

i need to let you go

but i just feel alone
ever since my baby updted and gone
i heard she found a new home
and you know it didn't that long

take the weight from my brow
it's all that i can handle for right now
truncate your lips
they do more damage than remiss

you lacked empathy
the six inch travel from your head to your heart
where's the sympathy
hands together, fists apart

I'm on a path that's right
working hard to keep my upward sight
i'm gonna be alright
i'm gonna make it through the fight

and just like the memories that you keep
there in a round box on your dresser
and the way you lied to me
everyday to make it better, for you

i'm gonna let you go
but i just need to know

Don't call me by my name, When I don't do the same
Why'd you burn me to the ground, So I could not be found
What did I do to you, I don't deserve this too
Why do you always lie, you steal and cheat and hide
Why did you never try, You left me here to die
Why can't I see you cry, When I should be at your side

Why can't you let him go, Why do you never know
Was I embarrassing, Not good enough to bring
Why could you never ask, Why could you never say
Why could we never fight, Why could you never stay
Did I love you too much, Or was my whole heart not enough
You tried to break us from the start, Does blood pump round your heart

I know it's not my fault, And I know that, thats okay.
I said that I was leavin, We never saw the light of day
And now it's gone and finished, Your dream and wish came true
And i'f im being honest, I don't know what to do
Why cant I see your family, Or try to be your friend
Did you ever really love me, Or was it all pretend