Can't Cry

My body feel numb, my heart beating fast
My mind still racing, my nerves getting bad
My body language weak, my face expressions sad
Been stripped of my emotions, feel like I been stabbed

I don't know what I'd do if my nigga passed
Emotional roller coaster, when it's over I'll be glad
Can't do nothin' 'bout his health, it's starting to make me mad
I feel so helpless, my partner all I had

After it's all over gotta put my heart in the cast
I feel so empty, how long will it last?
Ain't nothin' in the world that you could do right now
That could make me laugh, I feel like I'm crying but ain't no tears shed

My partner just got shot, they say he might die
Niggas caught him slippin', hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally but no tears will come out my eyes
I've just realized I don't know how to cry

My partner just got shot and I heard he might die
Niggas caught him slippin', hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally but no tears will come out my eyes
I've just realized I don't know how to cry

My shirt sticking to me 'cause it's full of sweat
My eyes real heavy, it's hard to get some rest
I'm worryin' myself crazy, I can feel it in my chest
I'm thinkin' about my nigga, it's hard to catch my breath

I know if I lose it now, don't know what I'll do next
Momma told me, pray more, baby worry less
Ever since I got the news I been an emotional wreck
I don't know if it's all a dream or if it's just a test

He had tubes in his nose, some running out his neck
Couldn't even look at my nigga, couldn't stand to look at him like that
I feel all his pain, I'm under so much stress
I just hope he make it 'cause I know he blessed

My partner just got shot, they say he might die
Niggas caught him slippin', hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally but no tears will come out my eyes
I've just realized I don't know how to cry

My partner just got shot and I heard he might die
Niggas caught him slippin', hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally but no tears will come out my eyes
I've just realized I don't know how to cry