Can't Control Myself

I've gotta fill this space inside my head
Where the earth comes creepin' in
So I'll feel no need for the cleansin'
Don't wanna need you runnin' through me again

Retrograde emotion leaves me one step behind
I think that I, I'd do well in a padded cell
Don't wanna hurt myself but

I can't control myself with you
I can't build a wall high enough to
Keep me from crashin' into you
You come to unravel me and leave me lifeless

While idle strays enjoy the feast
I'm looking for deliverance
But is this my own hell or is it yours?
Can angels tell the difference anymore?

I'm chillin' in this hot bed of paranoia and fear
I think that I'm dead if I do, I'm dead if I don't
I wanna kick it but

I can't control myself with you
I can't build a wall high enough to
Keep me from crashin' into you
You come to unravel me and leave me

I'm chillin' in this hot bed of paranoia and fear
I think that I'm dead if I do and I'm dead if I don't
I wanna kick it but

I can't control myself with you
I can't build a wall high enough to
Keep me from crashin' into you
You come to unravel me and leave me

I can't control myself with you
I'm sick of needing only you