Can I Begin

As much as I've been trying to say
As much as I appear okay
I'm holding on, pretending nothing is wrong
There's many things I wanna see
But first of all I gotta see me 'cause I can't breathe

Now that we're over, life's getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun

Can I begin to re-live my life?
Release all the pain inside
Over done now, I wanna love again
Every day is a different vibe
Up and down like a fairground ride
Over done now

How can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh

I'm not trying win
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
To love again

Situated in my bed
Pictures running through my head
Some are good
Some wish I never took no, no
The probability of me
Feeling down and lonely
I'm no longer scared

Now that we're over, life is getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun

Can I begin to re-live my life?
And release all the pain inside
Over done now, I wanna love again
Every day is a different vibe
Up and down like a fairground ride
Over done now

How can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh

I'm not trying win
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
To love again

Hold on
When all the hope is gone
I'm starting at the ending
And I'll just move on

Fall down, still wearing my crown
Nothing's gonna hurt me
'Cause what goes around comes around
Yeah, oh, oh
What goes around comes around

Baby, can I begin to re-live my life?
And release all the pain inside
Over done now

How can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh

I'm not trying to win
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
To love again