Luyện nghe bài hát Can I Be Honest?

What if I spoke w/ honest-ness
What if told you I've broken some promises
I dealt with ever since a little kid
I've comprised and doubted like Thomas did
I hide though he sees the way I live
Every single time I told every fib
I can't deny cause already knowing this
But to my wife I regret the time I've missed
I've been on the when I really should've been home
on the phone and took calls I should've left alone
I shouldn't have that see I want you to know
I should've been with you then out trying to get
I still got issues that's to let go
got some bitter situations with a few folks
Still got a temper that I hard to control
I gotta remember your standard the goal

Can I be
Can I be
Would they listen just to how I feel?
But if I was ?
If I was
Would they even about how I feel?

wanted to get back at those who tried to doubt me
I've wanted to hit back every time tried to clown me
said some things about those that tried to down me
I've been too hard on some people that's been me
I'm a addicted to the game
Plus I've been addicted to the fame
I look deep inside things I'm ashamed
Still the kid conflicted still in pain
I'm so grateful when I think how you found me
I used to be hateful of everything that's me
I'm so of the way that you still surround me
So yet you love me still confounds me
See put myself first
I've gone days without reading your word
I've acted like a huge
Yet you still love me that's the thing that learned

I dumb down to sell a few records
Didn't do it just to get a little cheddar
But looking back I made some of my songs better
Hindsight is 20/20 so I'm whatever
But I some of my broken relationships
No matter how I've tried to just make em fit
And I don't blame myself and I'm not them
But too up in my life have just came and went
I'm not I serve a God who is
I a God who lives who says that I'm his kid
When I shoot for the mark but I and miss
I serve a God who a new start and he forgives
And takes thing I ever did
Then he it in the sea of forgetfulness
See I'm just being I hope your getting this
Cuz he's my promise the that I live