Luyện nghe bài hát Can I Be Honest?

What if I spoke w/ complete
if told you that I've broken some promises
I dealt with pride ever since a kid
I've comprised and I've doubted like did
I hide though he sees the way I live
Every single I told every little fib
I can't deny cause he's already this
But to my wife I regret the time I've missed
I've on the road when I really should've been home
Been on the phone and calls I should've left alone
I shouldn't have done that see I you to know
I should've been with you then out trying to get
I still got issues that's to let go
Still got bitter situations with a few folks
Still got a temper that I work hard to
I remember your standard that's the goal

Can I be
Can I be
Would they listen just to how I feel?
But if I was ?
If I was
Would they even care how I feel?

I've wanted to get back at those who to doubt me
I've wanted to hit back time they tried to clown me
I've said things about those that tried to down me
I've been too hard on some people that's been me
I'm a addicted to the game
Plus I've been addicted to the fame
I look deep inside things I'm ashamed
Still the little kid conflicted in pain
I'm so grateful when I though how you found me
I used to be hateful of that's around me
I'm so thankful of the way that you surround me
So yet you love me still confounds me
See I've put first
I've gone days sometimes reading your word
acted like a huge jerk
Yet you still love me that's the thing that I've

Sometimes I dumb down to sell a few
Didn't do it though just to get a little
But looking back I made some of my songs better
Hindsight is 20/20 so I'm whatever
But I regret some of my relationships
No matter how hard tried to just make em fit
And I don't blame and I'm not blaming them
But too many up in my life have came and went
I'm not perfect I a God who is
I serve a God who lives who that I'm his kid
When I shoot for the mark but I shoot and
I serve a God who gives a new start and he
And takes every thing I did
Then he throws it in the sea of
See I'm just being honest I hope your this
Cuz he's my promise the reason I live