Calling Out

I trust the words you speak when I am down.
But yet the meaning of them is not been heard out loud!
Another day goes by...
And nothing ever changes.
Another morning promise fueled by midnight rage so...

Can you feel me?
My deceptions for you!
It controls me, I'm calling out to you!
Once you know me!
You'll be pulling me through!
Can you hear me?
I'm calling out to you!

You talk to me and wish for something to sink in.
You said open your eyes cause man, you are so much more than this!
I wish I never changed...
You see, I had the courage.
The voice, the heart, the will to say "Fuck it! This is not for me!" so...

Can you feel me?
My deceptions for you!
It controls me, I'm calling out to you!
Once you know me!
You'll be pulling me through!
Can you hear me?
I'm calling out to, calling out to you!

But it always hurts inside.
So you can never see...
And it breaks me, and it brings me to my knees.

Can you feel me?
My deceptions for you!
It controls me, I'm calling out to you!
Once you know me!
You'll be pulling me through!
Can you hear me?
I'm calling out to, calling out to you!