Calato

I woke up in the morning choking on the words
Trying to find out where I've been
And the emptiness outstretched
It hurt to breath
And these words, they cut so deep
My thoughts roll like thunder
Too angry to make sense
And I'm falling fast behind
I just need somewhere to lay my head
And clear my mind

And I need to get back there
But I fear I've come to far
And I need to find my way back to that place
Beyond the stars
And maybe one more drink to soothe my pain
And maybe I'll get back there
But I'm just not ready yet

My reflection in a mirror
It's not the girl that I once knew
And I'm seeing life through hazy eyes
The naked truth
And I don't know what changed me
But there's a stranger back there
Calling my name

And I need to get back there
But I fear I've come to far
And I need to find my way back to that place
Beyond the stars
And maybe one more drink to soothe my pain
And maybe I'll get back there
But I'm just not ready yet

Two sides to every story but one is filled with lies
Should I believe the words from your mouth
Or the truth in your eyes
A gamble either way I trust and gamble I shall not
Oh give it a rest
Cause it's for the best
It's for the best
Yeah it's for the best
But it's so sad