Build Your Own Disaster

This isnt easy
Easy to notice
That were stalling
And Im getting on your nerves
This isnt last year
When we were both happy
That well get what we deserve
This is moving a mountain
But its trying our best
This is me losing control
As youre getting undressed
This is a wake up call
A wake up to all that weve ever loved

And give it up
Dont turn away
This time could be different
Youre making this difficult
Just thought I loved you more
The way you leave
Ill be starting a new life on my own

Cus its a constant tragedy
Connecting you and I
And I love when I hear you say:
I want to feel alive
I want to be with you one more night
Just you and I
And the city lights
Well do it one more time
Except this time well get it right

Ive got my subtlety
That distinguish me from all the liars
Cus I dont waste, satisfy her
Well she says:
Give me my pictures, give me my pics
You want me to
Now were a one way street
And Im just gravity
They cant stop tearing down our dreams
(To every moment that Im burning alive)
I used to think you cared
But tonight Ill realise

I dont think I need you now
Cus I dont want you
I dont want to see you
its gonna haunt your dreams
like a fucking nightmare
Im watching you)

I bet, bet we forget
Forget everything this year
Im making sure we dont speak a word
Cus lately youre finding brand new ways to hate me

I bet, bet we forget
Forget everyone this time
It cant be undone
You cover up so easy
20 bucks says youre guilty now

So I confine that I can fend
That you feel lucky
You fade away
(Just fade away)
Well wont you fade away?