Broken Promises

So I've blown it all on cures for pain and I've learned to regret the choices I've made. I want
to stay awake for days until the sunlight washes over my face. Forgive, forget, all of our broken
promises, we run to lose it all. These days are darker and they draw me in. I left a trail, but
no one missed me. In the end I'll blend in with a shade I've been, but where should I begin, if I
want to learn to forgive? I felt a chill in the air and you turned as I said your name. A glance
turned to stare and you hardly knew my face, a blank page, an empty safe, things will never be
the same.