Bloodflower

I've seen this too many times before
Lust gripping my heart and ripping it out
I've seen this all too many times
I need you here, with me

I know this, I fear this, I love this, I hate this
God help me, God heal me, I need a way out
And every time I close my eyes I start to pray "take me away"
Do you even know my name
Do you even care how I feel inside?
This lust won't win again
Everything I am depends on it, help me (Jesus)

God please help me
I need saving