Blackout

Clear the smoke in the room
If its over, its too soon
No you dont get to hold me
You cant own or control me
I was smothered in your craving
Couldnt breathe for the pain
Theres no love in those eyes
Your emotions falsified

Im taking back the control you had over me
I need to find some closure so I can breathe
Just tear me down with every fibre of your shame
You made me doubt, but I was never the one to blame
(repeat x1)

Stupid girl, silly plaything
I was yours for the taking
And in the blackout you had the power
And savoured every hour
Like baby, ooh, baby ooh yeah
With my taste in your mouth
The room spun round and round and round, down down
Theres a sense that alls not well
And Im disgusted with myself

Im taking back the control you had over me
I need to find some closure so I can breathe
Just tear me down with every fibre of your shame
You made me doubt, but I was never the one to blame
(repeat x1)

People doubt - they will judge you
Without bounds and with no clue
Keep it hidden, keep it closed
Tell no secrets, no one knows
Guess youre right, theres no blame
With no fight its fair game
I was young and naive
Chose to blame me

Im taking back the control you had over me
I need to find some closure so I can breathe
Just tear me down with every fibre of your shame
You made me doubt, but I was never the one to blame
(repeat x1)

Stupid girl, silly plaything
I was yours for the taking
In the blackout you had power
And you savoured every hour
With my taste in your mouth
The room spun round and round
Theres a sense all aint well
Im disgusted with myself