Luyện nghe bài hát Black Dissimulation

(in parentheses are lines the live version on the Boxhead Ensemble disc differs)

ill health has hidden from me,
events about one has no memory.
whether it is to or deny
one is not told and one not why.

the noise the trees gathers into a block.
one drinks just to where one is to talk.
tries to things that surely occurred, (tries to accuse things that really weren't there)
by stretching and acting like one hasn't heard. (by shrugging and acting one doesn't care)

indiscretion and testing of lines
at the end of a farm to kick it.
to find a young dog, and bald (to find a dead dog swollen and bald)
and to and poke it and stick it.

to sit in the drive and a head down,
or to in the way of an oncoming blow.
to take on holidays when no-one's in town
to dislike and let them so know.

let it burn out this morning at home. (well, I let it out this morning at home)
the stove and the the howl and the steam.
and lay on the couch resting alone
in order to a decorative scream

discussed and disgust, and a of light.
persistent denial, in the night.
ignoring the stupid and the silence
disliking the prurient, the violence.

denying the rice and the drink.
however it comes at the of a fall.
it whenever you get it; you think
you're unlucky to get it all.

rude to the relatives; cold to the friends
unpleasant to god when he by the house
one tries to look (?) as the storm it begins
and goes to the to see things out