Bitter Pill

My heart pumps this blood rush still; my legs numb
My sweat drips down my face
Clears my vision
I battle myself
I battle

Keep my hands from my throat
For this silence
I battle myself
I battle

Swallow down now whole
Bitter pill unfolds

I lose my surroundings and fake that
I've gained hope

This bitter pill he swallows takes the tension
He's lost control of his hands
Control of steps
Somewhere he fears
Was almost sure
Could never happen to him
When this pill dissolves in his suffering body
He'll lay there stiff and shamelessly

I see my surroundings

(I see my surrounding)
Guilty acts laced with fear

Tie the knots to be temporarily secure
Guilty acts laced with fear
Tie the knots to be...