Biting Bullets

Did you know you were the girl?
That made me hate blond hair and I?
I just can't wait to make you hate me a little more?
And every night that I spend?
With bloodshot eyes and no end?
And enough excuses here to bury me alive?
So here I am?
A love worn masochist?
With hearts carved straight across my chest?
Lettin' the carpet soak up all that's left to give??
Will you swear you won't be sleepin'?'
Cause I can't begin to dream to shut my eyes?
And I'm biting bullets and watchin' phones for
No apparent reason?
And I don't think that I'll make it out alive??
Did you know you were the girl?
That made love a four letter word?
I just can't wait to make you hate me a little more?
You made my head a mess ?
With the life of doctors notes and ink blot tests ?
And enough empty bottles to bury me alive?
So here I am?A love worn masochist?
With hearts carved straight across my chest?
Lettin' the carpet soak up all that's left to give?
Will you swear you won't be sleepin'?
'Cause I can't begin to dream to shut my eyes?
And I'm biting bullets and watchin' phones for
No apparent reason?
And I don't think that I'll make it out alive??
When a smile is a close call
And my words caught in my throat?
I'm an inch away from dyin'?
And I'm lucky if I choke??
When a smile is a close call (I wear my heart)?
And my words caught in my throat (on my sleeve)?
I'm an inch away from dyin' (and you'll still)?And I'm lucky if I choke (walk right by me)??
So here I am?A love worn masochist?
With hearts carved straight across my chest?
Lettin' the carpet soak up all that's left to give?
(I wear my heart on my sleeve)?
Will you swear you won't be sleepin'
(And you'll still walk right by me)
'Cause I can't begin to dream to shut my eyes?
(I wear my heart on my sleeve)
And I'm biting bullets and watchin' phones?
(And you'll still walk right by me)
For no apparent reason?
And I don't think that I'll make it out alive?
No, I don't think that I'll make it out alive