Couldn't get no sleep last (not at all) Throwing up like I'm from a flight (I'm sick as fuck) Mom for nothing, she so uptight She said, "it go if you staying here for the night" "It's important, abort it," that's they all said Rubbing my stomach to feel it, wanna kill it, thats dead Will I still go to heaven? Will I still get my When I the doctor's office, would I feel like a felon? I'm kinda aggy, shame I got a fucked up Would of been a good mother to her Till I'm wrinkled and Like a test, I'm stressed and hella Cause this shit cut like it stab me The nurse under my looking for the body parts This vacuum hurt, I just hope it leave scars In the mirror, I'm I'm so embarrassed Feel like my soul quicker than clothes up on the fucking clearance
Wish I would of you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows) I'm torn about my unborn and it hard (hurts hard) Now I'm for life just like a birth mark (birth mark) Wish I would of borned you on this (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I the worst (Lord knows) I'm torn my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for life like a birth mark (birth mark)
Can't buy no baby clothes, can't feed her squeeze her fat cheeks, or kiss her baby rolls Clean her toes when it's gross Can't be there when she grow up receive her first her first crush, or buy her first clutch But instead I'm in the hospital bed and no such Yeah, that nigga fucked me, but he dont no fuck So much baby weight, I can't even do a Made decision 'cause I'm not ready On minimum and ain't no gas in the Chevy (I need help) My family and friends shame me, ain't petty? Got me sleeping with one eye open I'm Fetty Cause at the moment they stand me (gave up) wanna have it by a deadbeat (I didn't) Damn, if I had a plan B My baby father only offered me a B (fucked up)
Wish I of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I the worst (Lord knows) I'm about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for just like a birth mark (birth mark) I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I feel the (Lord knows) I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for just like a birth mark (birth mark)