Lately I been I've puttin' on a show Try to turn But I seem to let it go' Feelin' like the devil's got his hands my throat I'm choking, choking, Wish I could say I knew this would go the start of something I control I like the devil's got his hands around my throat Choking, choking, I'm
1] See I ain't got it all People lookin' at me I got the answers (I don't) Walking through the city with my up But I'm still the pressure And when I say I'm okay I'm not though (not though) I try to cover up the I gotta though (stop though) I don't wanna lose Everything I got so I'm try to make it right
Gonna try to fix my Gonna fight to Ain't gonna listen to the I'm gonna fight And if I die, that's
2] I know I'm going At the end of the day If only I could myself together For a This is not the party that I wanna show up to know it's not a game against you Rather you if you choose to I one to point fingers 'cause I got my own Try to lay it out Try not to you I'm not who I be I'm not like I to be Who I to be Wish I remember how I used to live
Lately I've thinking the words I've said i did I can do I been feelin' I've been on a show Try to turn But I can't to let it go' Feelin' like the got his hands around my throat I'm choking, choking, Wish I could say I knew this would go Before the start of I control I like the devil's got his hands around my throat Choking, choking, I'm
3] I ain't No I've got some business History short But I'm of keeping secrets Tired of walking with people Who know the difference Tired of with people that don't know the business But I ain't tryna my show I know it's hard to it Ain't gon' let my get the best of me I wanna see a me what I wanna see I wanna see a me I ain't got to flee
4] That's for the That ain't be a part of me I'm gonna it The part of me that are losin' 'Cause I had it I've been staying up for weeks I know bad But I ain't seen no one me I see what I wanna see bad for me (bad for me) I go when they needed me I only what I don't need When i realize All I need is what I see
5] It takes a Before I'm back the same thing think I learned But I guess I see clearly 'Cause my vision is up 'Cause I givin it up I'm back because I know about the things that I've done
When I trust in them When will I love it doesn't take me Losing everything to enough again Oh I wanna be in love him I wanna come back again
'Cause I been feelin' I've been on a show Try to away But I seem to let it go' Feelin' like the devil's got his hands my throat I'm choking, choking, I'm Wish I say that I knew where this go the start of something I control I feel like the devil's got his hands around my Choking, choking, I'm I see a better me me