Being Me

[Chorus: Zaena]
I'm sorry
That I can't be
Who you want
But I can't breathe
There's no air
And I can't be in this room
Maybe I'm just tired of being me

[Verse 1: Jason Maek + (Choir)]
If there's 100 people
And one of them took pictures
Now I gotta mail checks to every person on guest list
Please send me back your camera
Forget that you were over
Cause I can't let the public see what I look like not sober
I don't go out like that
(yea eh yea)
I like my couch in fact
(Yea eh yea)
That's where i end up on the weekends
I stay inside cause I'm alright with the fact we're not speaking
I look at my life
Don't know where to begin
I'm wasting my time
Losing all of my friends
I go out I go out I go out again
I go out a lot but don't go on a limb
I should be by
(Self)
How i end up like this

[Chorus: Zaena]
I'm sorry
That I can't be
Who you want
But I can't breathe
There's no air
And I can't be in this room
Maybe I'm just tired of being me
I'm so tired tired
I don't need another night out
I'm so tired tired
I ain't sleep and it's light out
I'm so tired tired
I don't need another night out
I'm so tired tired
I ain't sleep and it's light out

[Verse 2: Zaena]
I wish somebody would come over
I don't like being by myself
I wish tonight I wasn't sober
I wanna feel like someone else
Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up
That's what my peoples singing
While I'm posted in the corner
Wondering how much was I drinking
I'm so caught up in the cycle
I go out like every weekend
Posting pictures for some likes
Like it'll give my life some meaning
Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up
I wish somebody would come over
Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up
I don't like being by myself
Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up
I wish tonight I wasn't sober
Pour it up, pour it up, pour it up
I wanna feel like someone else

[Chorus: Zaena]
I'm sorry
That I can't be
Who you want
But I can't breathe
There's no air
And I can't be in this room
Maybe I'm just tired of being me
I'm so tired tired
I don't need another night out
I'm so tired tired
I ain't sleep and it's light out
I'm so tired tired
I don't need another night out
I'm so tired tired
I ain't sleep and it's light out
Maybe I'm just tired of being me
Maybe I'm just tired of being me