Been Trying

Clock's ticking up and fast
Always there until it's lost, and
Realized life won't come out
With something bigger than this

Tears don't stream
Laughs they're lapsed
While friends don't seem
Ingathering enough
Again, I found each other
Hurting bad ourselves

In the suburbs of my soul there was sun
I'd like to write happy endings oh
If I knew some
Please forgive me I yell
As I look back to when we were young

Left his head
Too heavy for bare hands
Solutions are blocked
Into the mind, and now
Breathing becomes hard

I've been trying to find a reason to live
I've been trying to find a reason for me to leave here
Yes I've been trying but I'm afraid
I've started trying too late

I've been trying to find myself here
I've been trying to find myself near
Yes I've been trying but I'm afraid
I've started trying too late