Becoming I

Sunlight warms my face
It's hard to take in
An overwhelming grace
From the way that I live
So close to you
I feel so ashamed
This must be new
'cause I've fallen again
The stench smells so real
Like I've been here before
Emotions will kill
The life I've always known
Because of their lies
The world seems to change
But since you've arrived
I feel no more pain
'cause I have become the one thing I hate
I have become the smile on your face
There's no need to save the me that I've made
'cause I have become the one thing I hate
The unwanted things
That breathe in my skin
Have filled all the void
In which I live in
And every time you bounce
I feel so alive
So many ways to count
The many times I've died
'cause I have become the one thing I hate
I have become the smile on your face
There's no need to save the me that I've made
'cause I have become the one thing I hate
So close to you, so close to you