Bad Again

Where do your hands go?
A small pack on the nose
All this time you've been asking
And now you are gasping for air
It tastes like something familiar
I can't go down this road again
Knock me out
So when I come to I don't remember a thing
My thoughts about you give me anxiety
I'm not angry
I just want a peaceful night of sleep
When you go
I hope you don't stop by
Just to remind me that you are okay and doing fine
I never thought that I would have these issues
But every time I see pictures of you
It's getting bad again
I'm getting bad again
Knock me out
So when I come to I don't remember a thing
My thoughts about you give me anxiety
I'm not angry
I just want a peaceful night of sleep
Stay the hell away
Don't you think you've done enough?
It's not that funny
Keep the rhythm and play far away from me
You're playing playing games
This could go either way
This could go either way
Knock me out
So when I come to I don't remember a thing
My thoughts around you give me anxiety
I'm not angry
I just want a peaceful night of sleep