Backwards

Not today,
let the smoke dissolve into the rain
Blues and grays,
it dissipates
Unlike change
As I recall the day you walked away
If I may,
you can't erase this shit away

I still feel you, babe
Counting backwards as you light the way
I want you still the same
Going backwards 'til you call my name

I'm chasing all that I regret
Blaming every day like a cigarette
The more it kills me,
the more I take in
The more I crave you,
can't help from caving in
And I don't believe in everything I see
Because it doesn't mean that we could never be
The best that we can ever be

I still feel you, babe
Counting backwards as you light the way
I want you still the same
Going backwards 'til you call my name

The stars have come alive
I'm on my way, my way
And all the waves
are crashing in the sea
And I will be there
I'll be there at home

Oh no
Don't you say
That you can't
Erase it all away

I still feel you, babe
Counting backwards as you light the way
I want you still the same
Going backwards 'til you call my name